I have an appointment with a wedding dress coming up this week, but I have no idea when it will be. I can't help, but be scared to death of this. Will there be others in the shop? Regardless, the sales ladies will know that I'm a guy and it's for me. I'm still determined not to make the same mistakes that the others make, but I am starting to hit a wall. This has been going on for awhile and the daily routine of making sure my toes are painted, shaving, and then putting on my bra, panties, and hose is starting to wear on me. I'm still practicing the skills that I have been told I better master, but I know those skills will open up deeper humiliations for me as I appear dressed in public and flirt with guys and possibly even get a job as a woman.
Cindy has assured me that this feeling will pass and that she hit the wall about 2 months in. My experience is difference since they had control over me before they started feminizing me, but I am assuming that I am at a similar spot.